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I'm sorry for being a girl by Sandpiper28, literature

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I'm sorry for being a girl

I'm sorry for being a girl, for being base, shallow, and stupid. I'm sorry for being a slut and a whore, and every other name that you call me behind closed doors- through a pixelated screen, without seeing the pain and destruction you wrought. I'm sorry for being a "dumb blonde", For not knowing 2+2, and how to get an A on everything. I'm sorry for having boobs and a vagina, and not being taken seriously at my sports. For being objectified everyday by people who don't know me, don't know what its like to BE me. I'm sorry for looking at you, for starting those rumors that i wanted to sleep with you, for apparently ruining your social life

In My Hospital Bed. by Cuddlepuss, literature

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In My Hospital Bed.

As I lay there, In my hospital bed. Thousands of thoughts, Swirl through my head. But shining brightly, Bigger than any other. I love my husband, My one and only lover. Family and friends, I love them all lots. But he is the one, That joins up the dots. I miss his snoring, While I’m awake in the night. And how when I roll over, He holds my hand tight. Yes, I’ve always known, That I loved him true. But just how much, Hit me anew. There in the quiet, Of the ward’s semi-dark. I’d remember and miss, His actions, that spark. The soft kiss just as he, Leaves to go out. The frustr

Haunted by HappyClappyShit, literature

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Haunted

Just please take me away, From this place and all that haunts me, Lift me up and carry me off, In soul and in a coffin. Wipe these scars away, Leave no trace or memory, Of the girl with a hope filled heart, A haunted past and broken dreams. The wind orse up and carried away, The path I'd chosen to walk on. No direction or clarification, I was blind to all who held me. To those who watched me walk alone, I suppose I looked intoxicated. To those who saw beyond the veil, I looked like a lost soul broken beyond repair. There are things that haunt me, Ordeals I'd rather forget. Broken dreams and broken hearts, Are my trail of breadcrumbs. I h

Life Story by HappyClappyShit, literature

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Life Story

People never understand when I say I'm ugly. They never really look hard enough to see, The broken soul behind my eyes, The blackened heart inside of me. They never understand how I can call myself mutilated, Till I lift up my sleeve and they see, A whole new mountain range carved into my skin, The mould and decay left from my devils within. Oh no I'm not ugly at all, Their lying mouths tell me,if I recall, But I know,and I can see, That their eyes tall a whole different story. They throw me into a hospital, All because I tell honestly what they're all thinking inside. "Oh no my darling, oh no my dear, go with the doctor you'll be all bett

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Gerard Way- Done by Using0nlycaps, visual art

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Artist // Student // Varied

Mar 24
United Kingdom
Deviant for 11 years
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Mae

I don't conform to gender roles

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DJCAD student 🎨

I paint custom Denim Jackets!

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Adrian Hope (silversmith)

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The Iron Giant, Lilo and Stitch, The Perks of Being a wallflower, Scot Pilgrim vs. the world, Treasure Planet

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Wild at Heart, New Amsterdam, Lucifer, The Umbrella Academy

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My Chemical Romance Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, Twenty One Pilots, Dodie, Cavetown

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She is not Invisible, Goodnight, Mr. Tom

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Jodi Picoult, Gerard Way, Dodie

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Sims 4

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Acrylic, Watercolour, promarkers, pencils, camera, a rediculously expensive toolkit of things

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Mar 23, 2016

It's my birthday tomorrow. I'm not excited... I have a test and two angry teachers and work due and I'm not looking forward to it in the slightest.

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Aug 15, 2015

The new me.

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If any of you have recently checked my page, you may have thought I had given this account away to someone new. But I haven't. So Hi, my name is Maeson, I'm 16 years old and I draw, write and am getting into photography. I am just about to start 5th year at school, and in two days time I'm going to be canoeing along the Union canal for my bronze Duke of Edinburgh. I have recently been diagnosed with Visual Stress, and am undergoing assessment for Dyscalculia. I love Big Hero 6, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy and Twenty One Pilots. I may start uploading work again quite soon, but it's dependent on time and energy levels.

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May 26, 2015

Hey

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Hello. Hi. So I might never get back into DA again. I much prefer Tumblr (note me for my new one) but I won't delete my account- too much good stuff I no longer have the originals of. I'm injured again- suspect broken pinky. left hand. In the midst of my exams too. I might? I don't know, it depends on what I do. My life has had to dodge some curve balls lately. And my career choice has changed, and I might pursue art. I might pursue Music Journalism. Maybe I'll come back one day, and we'll start again. Fresh Page.